*long sighs*
So.... yesterday was my first day back to class.
And well.... As most of you already know, I was still really pissed off and upset and everything.
So when I got to the school, I was telling EVERYONE what a shitty school it is, how they screwed me, NOT to trust them, etc.
And well... I was cursing a lot.
I think people heard me, including some instructors... But I really don't care at this point.
Especially since I was pretty much called a liar by Cathy who is part of administration at the school.
She called me into the office to see how I was and stuff.
And she was like "Sherry talked to that place where you had your interview... and she said you wouldn't have to change diapers."
((Sherry is the lying bitch who didn't do anything for me in the past two months >_> ))
So I told Cathy exactly what I was told at the interview and stuff... and she was like "Well, I'll have to verify that. Because I heard differently."
When she said that, I wanted to scream at her... but I didn't.
Instead, I waited until I got out into the parking lot... and I was like "Fuck her! Fuck this school! Fuck my life! Just.... FUUUUUUUUUCK!!"
Because I'm not a damn liar.
I was the ONLY one in that interview. I know what was said. I know what would be required at that Hell hole.
And I'm not in fucking medical. I'm not cleaning shit.
But yeah... then Cathy was asking if I'd be willing to go to that shitty fucking place and give people baths and change diapers and all that.
I immediately shook my head no. And I was like "Don't worry about it. I got an interview ON MY OWN at a place I wanted to go originally."
So yeah.... I also told Cathy that Sherry never even returned my phone calls.
So I kinda have a feeling that either Sherry or Cathy will try talking to me next week (since Cathy knows I have an interview next week now).
And THAT'S when I'm gonna tell her EXACTLY how I feel.
Also.... I'm gonna be like "You know, Cathy.... your comment got me so upset and mad... you drove me to drink."
....Because last night just added to all my stress and made me even more upset and angry and annoyed and just.... I felt like I was going to explode.
So my mom was like "You need to relax. Get ready."
So I did... and she took me to a local bar for some drinks xD
I only had three beers, which did help calm me down a little... and at least I slept good last night xD
Anyway... I'm a little calmer today.
I'm still pissed off... but not as much.
I am a little depressed over this entire situation, though.
And I'm gonna tell Cathy that next week.
The slogan or motto or whatever at our school is "Changing Futures. Changing Lives."
I'm gonna be like "Geez... you treat good students so horribly and screw them over with internships... you really need to change your slogan. It shouldn't be Changing Futures Changing Lives. It SHOULD be Destroying Futures, Ending Lives.
Because this school is such a joke. You don't help anyone with internships or jobs, and then everyone gets into so much debt and can't pay it off."
*sighs again*
Aside from all that bullshit....
My class is a huge joke this semester.
Like.... *laughs to myself*
There are four people in my class that I talk to/know.
And the rest of the class is sooooooooooooo .... ridiculous xD
People ask such stupid questions, and then other people whisper stuff under their breaths... it's actually sorta funny.
Like this one guy was like "I have a good question! Is it an acceptable excuse if I don't show up to class because I'm extremely drunk?"
The one guy I talk to (Travis) was like "The fuck?!"
And the other guy I talk to (Justin) said "What kind of question is that, you stupid shit?"
And then that first guy just kept talking about booze and stuff...and sorta holding up the class.
So I looked at him and said "Are all these stories from personal experience?"
But then after about 10 more minutes of him talking and telling these ridiculous stories, people were like "Dude... shut up already!"
And our instructor just stood there, letting us argue and curse and stuff.
So like.... *face-palms and laughs*
At least I won't have to work hard in this class! xD
I've had this instructor once before in the past... but he just seems so relaxed this semester.
Like... he cares, but he doesn't.... if that makes sense?
Anyway... All homework and tests are open book.
All we have to do is show up every class, hand in our work on time, occasionally answer questions, and do our own final projects.
But aside from that..... we can pretty much just talk and do what we want in that class while he's "teaching"
(He's literally teaching us stuff we already learned... so there's really no point in this class, except to get more credits)
But that's fine with me.
Especially since it's REALLY hard to concentrate, anyway... because everyone in the class talks to each other, and it's sorta hard to hear the instructor.
*shrugs*
Oh well... at least this semester will be easy.
...As long as I could get an internship, I'll be happy.
If not... I'm REALLY going to flip out at school... and I WILL report them in every way possible for them not doing their damn jobs.
Anyway.... I will definitely reply to everyone's messages as soon as possible... probably tonight, actually xD
I'm really sorry for my lack of replies.
It's just that I've been in such a terrible mood recently, and it's been getting to me...
But since I'm a tiny bit calmer now... I'll definitely reply later to everyone <3
So.... yesterday was my first day back to class.
And well.... As most of you already know, I was still really pissed off and upset and everything.
So when I got to the school, I was telling EVERYONE what a shitty school it is, how they screwed me, NOT to trust them, etc.
And well... I was cursing a lot.
I think people heard me, including some instructors... But I really don't care at this point.
Especially since I was pretty much called a liar by Cathy who is part of administration at the school.
She called me into the office to see how I was and stuff.
And she was like "Sherry talked to that place where you had your interview... and she said you wouldn't have to change diapers."
((Sherry is the lying bitch who didn't do anything for me in the past two months >_> ))
So I told Cathy exactly what I was told at the interview and stuff... and she was like "Well, I'll have to verify that. Because I heard differently."
When she said that, I wanted to scream at her... but I didn't.
Instead, I waited until I got out into the parking lot... and I was like "Fuck her! Fuck this school! Fuck my life! Just.... FUUUUUUUUUCK!!"
Because I'm not a damn liar.
I was the ONLY one in that interview. I know what was said. I know what would be required at that Hell hole.
And I'm not in fucking medical. I'm not cleaning shit.
But yeah... then Cathy was asking if I'd be willing to go to that shitty fucking place and give people baths and change diapers and all that.
I immediately shook my head no. And I was like "Don't worry about it. I got an interview ON MY OWN at a place I wanted to go originally."
So yeah.... I also told Cathy that Sherry never even returned my phone calls.
So I kinda have a feeling that either Sherry or Cathy will try talking to me next week (since Cathy knows I have an interview next week now).
And THAT'S when I'm gonna tell her EXACTLY how I feel.
Also.... I'm gonna be like "You know, Cathy.... your comment got me so upset and mad... you drove me to drink."
....Because last night just added to all my stress and made me even more upset and angry and annoyed and just.... I felt like I was going to explode.
So my mom was like "You need to relax. Get ready."
So I did... and she took me to a local bar for some drinks xD
I only had three beers, which did help calm me down a little... and at least I slept good last night xD
Anyway... I'm a little calmer today.
I'm still pissed off... but not as much.
I am a little depressed over this entire situation, though.
And I'm gonna tell Cathy that next week.
The slogan or motto or whatever at our school is "Changing Futures. Changing Lives."
I'm gonna be like "Geez... you treat good students so horribly and screw them over with internships... you really need to change your slogan. It shouldn't be Changing Futures Changing Lives. It SHOULD be Destroying Futures, Ending Lives.
Because this school is such a joke. You don't help anyone with internships or jobs, and then everyone gets into so much debt and can't pay it off."
*sighs again*
Aside from all that bullshit....
My class is a huge joke this semester.
Like.... *laughs to myself*
There are four people in my class that I talk to/know.
And the rest of the class is sooooooooooooo .... ridiculous xD
People ask such stupid questions, and then other people whisper stuff under their breaths... it's actually sorta funny.
Like this one guy was like "I have a good question! Is it an acceptable excuse if I don't show up to class because I'm extremely drunk?"
The one guy I talk to (Travis) was like "The fuck?!"
And the other guy I talk to (Justin) said "What kind of question is that, you stupid shit?"
And then that first guy just kept talking about booze and stuff...and sorta holding up the class.
So I looked at him and said "Are all these stories from personal experience?"
But then after about 10 more minutes of him talking and telling these ridiculous stories, people were like "Dude... shut up already!"
And our instructor just stood there, letting us argue and curse and stuff.
So like.... *face-palms and laughs*
At least I won't have to work hard in this class! xD
I've had this instructor once before in the past... but he just seems so relaxed this semester.
Like... he cares, but he doesn't.... if that makes sense?
Anyway... All homework and tests are open book.
All we have to do is show up every class, hand in our work on time, occasionally answer questions, and do our own final projects.
But aside from that..... we can pretty much just talk and do what we want in that class while he's "teaching"
(He's literally teaching us stuff we already learned... so there's really no point in this class, except to get more credits)
But that's fine with me.
Especially since it's REALLY hard to concentrate, anyway... because everyone in the class talks to each other, and it's sorta hard to hear the instructor.
*shrugs*
Oh well... at least this semester will be easy.
...As long as I could get an internship, I'll be happy.
If not... I'm REALLY going to flip out at school... and I WILL report them in every way possible for them not doing their damn jobs.
Anyway.... I will definitely reply to everyone's messages as soon as possible... probably tonight, actually xD
I'm really sorry for my lack of replies.
It's just that I've been in such a terrible mood recently, and it's been getting to me...
But since I'm a tiny bit calmer now... I'll definitely reply later to everyone <3
